Hello, im sayge and im 12 years old. I made this website to say the tings on my mind. Bacically venting, why? Because sometimes people like seeing others who can relate to their pain

So come on this adventure with me, hold my hand as we go

I hope You can find comfort here

being alone hurts in this world. A world so big yet so small..Nothing makes sense till you do it.

I feel as if im taking care of everyone else but myself, forggeting i have emotions too and that they come out sometimes.

Forgetting Im a human and not a monster, forgetting I make mistakes and were all not perfect.

I feel like im a rope holding everyone together so they don't go down hill like i am. But there's another rope that isnt mine, a rope around my neck stopping me from saying how i reallyh feel about everything, like my music box is being ripped out and someone else is speaking for me...

I cant say how i feel but i can show it
I hate worrying others even when im trying not to.
i know im not alone in this battle of life. But it feels as if i am

I know i have a kind soul, but when i look in the mirror and imagine my soul, all i see is a monster. somethink black like a void. With a ring of white on the outside like the darkness is taking over it.

I only have so much time before I snap and go crazy. And theres nothing i can do because all i am is a shield for other people always getting hit while protecting others..and soon that sheild will break and someone will replace it with a new and better one.

Free me from this pain, this sorrow. I hate it here, I hate everything. I hate my house, I hate my scars, I hate my body. take it all away. Now.