being alone hurts in this world. A world so big yet so small..Nothing makes sense till you do it.
I feel as if im taking care of everyone else but myself, forggeting i have emotions too and that they come out sometimes.
Forgetting Im a human and not a monster, forgetting I make mistakes and were all not perfect.
I feel like im a rope holding everyone together so they don't go down hill like i am. But there's another rope that isnt mine, a rope around my neck stopping me from saying how i reallyh feel about everything, like my music box is being ripped out and someone else is speaking for me...
I know i have a kind soul, but when i look in the mirror and imagine my soul, all i see is a monster. somethink black like a void. With a ring of white on the outside like the darkness is taking over it.
I only have so much time before I snap and go crazy. And theres nothing i can do because all i am is a shield for other people always getting hit while protecting others..and soon that sheild will break and someone will replace it with a new and better one.